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Friday, October 12, 2007
Rest In Peace
dar's granny passed away just this afternoon..
it's like.. for this couple of days..
when his granny was in the hospital..
though dar tries to look chirpy..
i could vividly sense his languishment..
it hurts to see him in such a state..
when his granny passed away..
all dar said in his sms to me was..
"my granny left le"..
i sat in the bus.. dumbfounded.
got home.. mum asked me to rush down to dear's place to pass him the condolence money..
which i did just so..
however.. received a call from dar when i was on the bus..
he asked me to head home...
i dunno wad happened to myself..
tears just flowed uncontrollably..
i just wanted to give him a hug..
just wanted to be there for him..
but why ask me to turn home..
had no choice but to alight..
go to a nearby atm to transfer the condolence money to his bank acc..
was rather upset initially..
i simply dun understand..
why must he do this to me?
but managed to straightened out my tots..
wad he needs most right now will be my understanding..
the family had rushed in to JB to attend to the wake..
most prob will only be returning after 3 days..
i have no idea at all when exactly he'll be back..
just hope he'll get in contact with me when he can..
am realli missing him much..
i kinda regret not having taken enough intiatives to offer to visit his granny when she was ard..
in fact.. more guilty for not doing so..
after all.. we've been together for over 3 years..
and she was asking dar to bring me to jb..
so she could take a look at me..
i still rem how i used to ponder..
curious abt how she'll find me...
wondering if she'll like me..
and how i can chat with her..
now that she's gone..
all my queries shall remain a mystery.. a big question mark..
sth which i can never get to noe..
there's nth much i can do now..
except to be filled with endless bereavement, regret and guilt..
i hate deaths..
cherish the ppl ard u...
you never noe when they will just leave u forever..
may his granny rest in peace..
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Name: Diana aka PinKie
Gender: Female
Yr of Birth: 1985
Country: Singapore
Colors: Black, Pink, White
Phone: Proud Owner of my N95
Deeply Attached To P.nky
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