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Thursday, November 03, 2005
Aint we growing too fast?
this question kept going round my mind these days.. "aint we growing too fast?"..
it all started with a set of color pencils and a coloring book.. dear and me bought them for my little cousin bryan.. n today.. i actualli got dear to buy a set of color pencils and coloring book for me.. yes.. i wan them for myself and not for anyone else.. it may sound kinda ridiculous.. but i actualli went to popular book store to pick a coloring book from the "pre-school" section..
reason? it's simple.. i just feel like it..
perhaps we were so pre-occupied by the chores that we have on hand day in day out.. failing to slow down and realli do wad we used to or still enjoys doing...
for me.. i believe it will have to be doing art.. though i cant seem to recall when exactly i picked up coloring or how was it like.. all i noe is.. the v last time i ha my art lesson was way back in yr 1999.. which is like 6 yrs ago.. i still rem how much i njoy drawing and painting each of my every art work.. (though i admit i am not realli a gd artist but i am still pretty gd with colors! lol)..
i just love coloring.. be it using color pencils.. water color.. or even painting up my current bed room.. bcos of? well.. mayb cos of the fact tt it doesnt require much thinking and planning.. it's just as simple as it can b.. all we have to do is to fill the white spaces with colors..! a gd way to relief ourselves from the hectic world ard us for sometime.. so tt i dun fo berserk! LOL..
one thing tt i feel is.. i seem to have grown too fast to realli njoy my childhood.. as a child.. i had always wanted to grow.. tinking that i will gain freedom from there.. i will never care abt doing coloring.. thus.. i cant seem to recall myself doing coloring during my "free time" except for sch assignments while i was a pre-sch kid..
so.. little wonder for kailin's reaction when i actualli told her i was coloring while chatting with her in msn a while ago..
her reaction was like:
"wa! u wanna relive ur childhood ar? gonna b adult nx yr.. face reality.."
haha... that was her reaction.. bth~ i just dun understand.. the law doesnt state that once u r grown up.. u r not allowed to do coloring.. but y r we so conscious abt these?
i personally dun care.. all i care is i wanna do wad i feel happy doing.. afterall.. happiness is sth which $$ cant buy..
i just wanna get out from the dark shadows of work for a moment since i will onli b returning to work nx tues.. 8 nov 05.. a golden opportunity not to b missed.. i cant afford to waste even a sec..
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