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Sunday, May 29, 2005
JESLYN & MH.. Pls Read..
This entry is not out to declare war wif u guys.. oso some thoughts of mine frm deep within.. no intention to harm anyone or anything watsoever..
PUBLIC APOLOGY 2 MH
1st of all.. here's a public apology to mh.. onli after reading jeslyn's entry dedicated to both me n hj.. we realise tt we r wrong abt u.. I hereby apologise deep frm the bottom of my heart.. sorry.. tried standing frm ur pt of view.. we thought thru and we r guilty for wad we did.. though there's no chance of us becoming frens anymore.. it's also a lesson learnt for us to check to the bottom of things b4 doin anything rush..
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we do admit tt we did some grave mistakes thoughout this conflict.. but honestly speaking.. all of us r to blame for it.. just imagine.. 1st.. everything is fine n happy.. but the nx thing i got.. a sms frm hj gettin me to read jeslyn's blog.. n warning me not to go online lest i get confronted or scolded unknowingly..
n jeslyn.. i have all along considered u as a closer fren to me den mh.. n for tt.. i just wasnt able to accept the fact tt u have to post such a harsh blog entry just bcos we went out wif felix.. there's no way i can brin myself to believe tt.. n tt leads me to tink tt mh is the culprit.. which i felt totally ashame for doin rite now.. n u keep tokin abt hearing both sides of the story cos i mention it in the previous entry.. but did u in the 1st place hear me n hj out b4 u labelled us as FUCKERS? isnt tt too harsh a label?? perhaps u dun tink so.. aniwae.. anyone tt tries goin against ur way r nth but FUCKERS with no regards to whether they r ur frens anot b4.. so.. r we worthy to u in the v 1st place?? did u try to get us to understand y u refuse to forgive felix in the v 1st place even b4 u posted tt entry to reproach us??
so u were angry wif us after finding out frm our blogs tt we went out wif felix.. but have u tot abt this? had we not blog abt the outing.. n u find out tt we actualli went out wif felix sometime ltr n frm someone else?? wad would u have done?? n wad will we become?? there's no diff.. we r still FUCKERS n HYPOCRITE to u onli.. rite? and wad can we do?? wad's done cannot b undone.. we cant turn back time.. it's indeed we went out wif felix.. n had a great time.. but not bcos of the fact tt he has a car.. cos for all u need to noe.. we went out wif him as a grp all the while way b4 he got his license.. and we njoyed ourselves all the same.. which leads us to form our FYP grp.. in fact.. wad we tot was.. felix kinda drifted away frm us ever since he starts to drive.. wad i wanna prove frm this is.. we r definitely not goin out wif him just for a free car ride.. if we need a car ride.. hj can always get his dad's car.. which is much newer den felix's car.. wad we go for is quality time spent together.. n not based on monetray basis.. we r not tt shallow just as wad u tot of us to b..
wad i tot was.. true frens will not interfere wif whoever we mix wif.. they shdnt b frustrated wif us just bcos we went out wif someone they dun like.. it's not as though we were nasty towards u guys.. i noe.. hj did throw mh some nasty remarks on tt mistaken occasion but come to tink of it.. he's oso onli out to protect me.. ok.. u may say tt i'm silly to tink tt way.. n tt hj just tink of me as a FAT BITCH.. but just as u choose to side wif mh.. it's up to me to side wif hj.. i trust him.. n i realli went thru a lot wif him.. oso much more den wad u can imagine.. i dun need ppl to judge him for me.. i have a mind of my own.. i noe i may not b always rite.. but he had proven himself to b true to me throughout this relationship.. n i love him all the same...
thx for coming up wif tt entry of urs.. at least it sets us tinkin of the things tt we did wrong.. rather den making us feel like fuckers.. n doin the things tt onli fuckers do ( mh's issue).. i admire u for being able to come up wif tt entry.. n in fact.. i'm not at all pissed to c those comments.. at least we noe for now.. y u guys were angry.. n all the things u guys have done for us.. wad i tot ironical is.. in the past.. felix tends to keep things to himself.. not letting us noe abt his problems.. he tot by doin tt.. we'll b happy.. n could u rem ur response to it, jeslyn?? u scolded him.. n u said tt by doin tt he's just making others angry.. ppl r not gonna b happy.. but take a look at the situation now.. aint u doin the same thing?? telling us tt u actualli had plans to go anywhere else wif wilson except for KL.. but u kept quiet cos u wanted us to be happy.. tt u wanted to 迁就 us.. u tink we r happy?? u tink by doin tt n tellin us.. u r being noble?? seriously speaking.. aint u like wad mh had said b4..? tt u r contradictin urself again n again?? u hate felix's way of doin things.. but aint wad u did the same as wad he always do?? at least felix did those w/o complaints.. w/o expecting ppl to feel grateful towards him.. even during times of conflict.. though he never apologise.. neither did he try gettin us to tink abt his gd.. it's onli after hj had some heart-2-heart tok wif him den did he mention.. n to tink tt u keep reminding us to recall the things u did for us.. den have u forgotten how felix forgo his slp just to go to ur place to help u guys out wif ur FYP when our project is oredi done? n have u forgotten how our grp fell out wif mingde just to get back the laptop for ur sakes?? i mean.. no pt diggin those out if at tt pt in time u did wad u did for a fren.. den there's no reason for u to bring it up again.. n thus.. u notice y in our past blog entries.. we never did mention abt wanting u guys to recall wad we did for u as a fren..
as for mh's bdae.. it's not tt we never mention abt celebrating or the prezzie.. the prezzie.. it has been decided way ahead of my bdae tt we r buyin the perfume for him.. and when u suggested tt u will b buying.. we tot it'll b easier.. cos firstly.. we dunno much abt perfumes.. n 2ndly.. we tot u could get it at a better bargain.. as for celebration.. for ur information.. it was me who gave mh the idea of celebrating at marina bay.. to have steamboat.. when we went out together while u were working.. dun believe.. u can ask mh.. n he even mentioned abt goin for ktv in the earlier part of the day.. so.. we tot it was more or less settled.. n since u like tokin abt who did wad for who.. here's sth.. i'm sure i did mentioned to u guys tt my dad lose his job n i'm having some kinda financial prob.. but did i ever rejected the idea of celebrating his bdae?? i'm for for every idea he came up wif.. n i had to worry abt how i'm gonna save up enough for his bdae.. for i noe i cant depend on hj to pay everything for me.. mh noe the condition of hj's bank account.. not doin v well either..
n like i said u r rite to say tt sec sch frens r always the best.. n oso rite to mention tt we tend not to care abt them until we fell out wif other buddies.. i'm one guilty culprit.. n i'm glad tt out of all these.. they still stood firmly by me which make me learn oso the lesson of not neglecting them in future.. n i promise this will not b an empty promise..
last of all.. i noe it's time for us to let bygones b bygones.. though frens lost.. but there r precious lessons learnt.. live a gd life ahead while we lead ours..
P.S: We did try returnin u ur comics ytd.. but too bad u werent in.. but no worries.. we'll try to return u asap together wif ur fei yu qing vcd.. will contact u in due time.. at the mean while.. pls get my 2 vcds ready.. my shutter n sassy gal thingy.. thx..
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Name: Diana aka PinKie
Gender: Female
Yr of Birth: 1985
Country: Singapore
Colors: Black, Pink, White
Phone: Proud Owner of my N95
Deeply Attached To P.nky
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