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Saturday, September 25, 2004
distanced...
suddenly.. i felt so distanced frm him.. no longer r there the sweet n happy times tt we used to share.. just endless silence and emptiness deep inside.. nth much other den the feeling tt each time we met.. it's the countdown to the hr when we'll make our ways home.. i'm a boring person i guess.. n mayb ppl do get sick of being wif the same person all the while..
i felt cold.. for i cant feel any warmth in him.. missed the days we have lots to chat abt.. be it face-2-face or in msn.. yet now.. he no longer bothers to chat wif me in msn.. even when i initiated the conversation.. replies will always be a simple "ok", "huh", "ya".. neither is there things like daily sms.. i felt cheap.. where has all my pride n dignity gone? i'm sad yet i wun allow my tears to flow.. swallow them.. hurts terribly.. just like sprinkling salt over a fresh wound..
perhaps he's waitin for me to raise the topic.. the topic tt'll end all sufferings between us.. do i realli have to do tt?? if u tink tt's the way u wan it to be.. i'll do it..
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