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Thursday, September 23, 2004
Abstruse
got hold of junmei's blog frm joc's webbie.. read thru several entries n realised tt i kinda felt the way she feels at certain times.. or issit tt all/most gals tend to feel tt way when they got "entangled" in love? a lot of thoughts circling in my mind..
many a times in the past.. i tend to scorn at the fact tt gal pals ard me who cried n refused to "let go" when they were "forced" to face the end point of their love life.. i thought they were just simply being wishy-washy and thinkin y cant they just be more "clear-cut" n take things as they come.. yet i noe y now.. there r some things in life tt u cant just "press delete" n hope tt all data be gone frm ur mind as n when u like it.. more like.. the more u wanna forget abt it..
the more u r reminded of it..
relationships r the most knotty prob tt ever exist in this world.. not even the most complicated math prob can be used to vie it.. the more u plunged into it.. the deeper u sink..
u tend to be uptight n be on ur toes.. for each word tt came out frm ur mouth n each move u made.. u r afraid tt ur special he/she may be offended/ hurt.. u hope tt all ur other half sees are ur goods.. therefore.. u became liquid.. shaping urself to be wad ur other half wants u to be like.. yet.. yet.. liquid can never be compressed.. u may be able to change ur shape but if under compression.. the energy/tension may just go BUST.. u r still urself.. deep in there.. perhaps it's also this "energy" deep inside tt help most ladies out there to survive thru the ordeals in life..
often.. we tend to be too proud to even request tt they spend just 1 more sec wif us.. or to just simply.. give us a warming hug.. perhaps we r too proud to allow them to become an indispensable part of us.. u noe.. guys may get "cocky" n start to have tt "u-love-me-more" kinda feelin.. n perhaps.. perhaps.. begin to care-less abt ur feelins..
love.. simply put.. is something tt u will love yet loathe.. tt u yearn for but spurn frm.. tt's sweet yet bitter.. tt's simple yet complex.. sth tt u tink u can do w/o yet u cant when u r in it.. sth tt induces energy yet at the same time.. exhaustive..
hmm.. as a ending note.. dun 4get to tell ur beloved ones(be it ur gf/bf, family or frens) the 3 magic words tt works like miracle..
To: My Family, Hj, The Tak-Lors, & all my other dear dear frens out there..
Thx for being there for me at all times.. though i never put it across to u guys this.. but i do care for each n every single one of u.. n FINALLY.. here comes the 3 magic words..
("v") I-LOVE-U ("v")
haha.. *winks*
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